2011, I'll conquer euu. Yes, 1/4 of it has past and so much have happen. I'll make sure I'll see the light of 2012. My tears will flow, my muscle will strain,my heart will ache, my brain will stress.
I really dunno if I should put in effort. What do I gain in the end? Nothing! I might as well focus on my studies and just do well for it and graduate. Just like all my others seniors does. I shouldn't have so much hope, so much enthusiasm. I dun even know why I come to love it in the 1st place. Serve me right.
YFC, Girl Guides. It's already had given me enough problems. I had enough. I want to pass out too! F***! I'm stuck for another year. This is shit. Lost all passion. I dun feel for it. Ever understand why I interact with you all lesser and lesser? Is because I dun want you all to give up GG like me. Yes, I'll still attend, I'll still joke around. But my heart won't be there, I don't put in effort.
Call me a slacker, I dun care.
2011! Euu ain't tt tough, euu ain't that hard. I believe I can make it to 2012 and watch the Earth die. Chia Kimberly 加油！
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 11:02 PM
Got back my report book. I wont say my grades are awesome are fantastic or whatever. But more like, it's just the beginning. I'm still trying, still fighting for my grades. Biology, English. Please help yourself get well. I will revise you again. And prescript you better medicine. Give me a A can? But i doubt is possible. Come to my LaLa land instead ba...MY GRADES!!! XD
English Language - B4
Chinese - A2
Additional Mathematics - A1
Mathematics - A1
Biology - B3
Chemistry - A1
Combine Humanities - A1
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 10:46 AM
你们几时会回来呢？ 我真的很坏年当初你领导我们的时刻。 是我没珍惜它。对不起。可是我也知道现在说什么也来不及了。一年了， 够了。我受不了了！我彻底的明白你们那时的感触。可是你们愿意给我多一个机会重新再来吗？我想做一个很听话懂事的学妹。
如果时光机真的纯在。。。
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 10:19 PM
Looking forward to CNY. But have not shopped for any clothes. Neither had I cut my hair or whatever shit. Oh well. There's no festive mood also. Wear new or old clothes doesn't matter le, cause buy ready all same- BLACK. No different also. As for hair. SuiBian la. June holiday than cut. XD Everything can dun have for CNY I dun mind. But Hong Bao remember give me can liao. HAHA! I got nth to blog le.
Hap
py Advance CNY!
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 11:04 AM
Maybe I'm just like Pluto. Always thought to be like a planet like any others. Only after time, did they realize I'm only a dwarf planet. Don't know why I exist. Don't know why I went off the obit.
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 11:16 AM
Yes, i said i wanna make it better than my seniors had done.I want to give in, something holding me back.I want to let go, something holding me there.I really don't know what should my next move be. Unhappiness or disappointment? I don't want to see them disappointed. But neither do I want to act like i'm having fun, smiling, laughing.Tell me the answer.
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 9:50 PM
There was this moment I felt so helpless.
Was thinking about them...
They can do it but we can't.
That was the worst feeling!
But lucky she was there to help in every pit.
We learn from where we fall.
They look at us in a totally different eye now.
Is time to prove them we can But i can't find the passion for it anymore.
My Heart's no longer there. I dno if I can hang on any longer. Even if I can, the thread I'm holding on is already breaking.
It won't hold my weight for long. I couldn't leave it in the launch either. Is like i want to give in my best. But yet can't bring myself to do it.
I dun understand wad's holding me back
. Maybe I can't from the start.
It's all the expectations I couldn't reach. No point at all.
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 9:06 PM
